Friends

While reading the epilogue of Wolf Totem, I felt like I was choking. The process of industrialization, the greed of man for money, the pursuit of the so called finer things in life, the ignorance of contentment, the lack of appreciation for nature, the deliberate elimination to diversity has led to the cruel change in life. And it is happening still, right now, under our noses. For the most recent case of deforestation to make way for commercial agriculture, it's the wipe out of the Brazilian Amazon. Google the Brazilian Amazon and look at how beautiful it is while you still can. Because it's going to disappear, together with rare wildlife organisms which may possibly be threatened to be extinct in a matter of years.

Sometimes, I think cancer, a disease that has surfaced and grew common recently, a disease that does not have a definite cause, a disease which I believe is caused by the destruction of nature, is the punishment from God to man, who are cruel and ugly in nature, destroying Mother Earth with our very own hands. Hands which we apply synthetic lotion to every other night to keep it silky and smooth.

The ironic thing is, how scientists talk about the numerous organisms which reside in these forests and hasn't been discovered yet as potential cancer cures and yet we still destroy the scarce amount we have, driving most of them into extinction which could possibly lead to no cure to cancer. Why, do we man think so highly of ourselves to find synthetic cure for cancer as well? Maybe we will. But the progress is so slow, I can't help but think about how many people has cancer killed already. You do the math.

The last natural element we could savour, the immortal natural element which is indestructible in my opinion would be love. I cannot say for sure the voices of love can't be stifled, for so many of us has and are doing that; waging a battle between ourselves and our heart, trying so hard not to fall in love, refraining ourselves the only chance to dwell in emotions hidden in the corners of our hearts which we'll never be able to find without the direction of love. But for the human race to silent love altogether, we have a long way to go thanks to human nature again, which couldn't seem to defeat and control some of the reckless emotions that surface in our lives every other time.

"It's risky falling in love."

"I know that. I've been in love before. It's like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day, you want more. You're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours.

But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what you need, you're willing to do anything for love"

- Paulo Coehlo [By the river piedra I sat down and wept]

And it's true as I once again think about how love could cause us to lose our grace, our dignity and sometimes, ourselves in the midst of losing our hearts.

But I know, if I'm willing to fall, this rain falling on my face would feel different.

为什么总是要犯错后才知道我存在？

DAMN IRRITATING!
I always miss out the online spree of GAP.

Nabei.
I wanna buy the designer white shirt la

Super pissed.
I need to be away from internet and online shopping.

I AM GOING BROKE!
=(((((((((((((((((((((((

I kinda feel like giving up everything in Singapore and run to Australia now.
Okay.
I am so impulsive.

I have decided to apply fro RMIT in Melbourne.
2-3 years from now.
I would only be 24 for my first year.
4 years course, i'll only be 27 with a degree.

I am still young right?
Alright.

Final decision.

I think i have no luck in relationship for this year.
Oh my!

I just wish to be happier laaaaaaaa.
Or,
grant me the power of being independent.

I need no one but myself
=)))

God Bless.

3years from now, i'll be at Melbourne.
I DON'T CARE

i was pissed cos she drew the skeleton.
plus the heart around it.
ruined my drawing.


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one night at clarke quay.

yums


sophie


andrea


rina


erm... random pictures




as promised, i will not post yums drunk laughing expression and ann's "naked" picture ;)

i believe in karma but this is something i must share.

here's a picture of my room mate asleep -



seriously!

today was...

an insanely happy day :)

Trying to fill in the gaps in the time line.

I feel like getting off the train.
I don't even know where it's going.

The pictures cannot get out of my head and it spawns into a painting of ugly, shyt colours.
Imagine shyt, vomit and blood mixed together.


I don't know what's worse,
Finding out the truth myself or being deceived forever.

she's been lying all along

Surprisingly i am still in the office at this hour.
Don't ask me why am i staying so late.

I just dislike the thought of going home early, shaking my legs and watch tv.
I kinda enjoy staying late in the office and chat with my colleagues.
Well, I am enjoying my work.

This is kinda tempting.
It's a thursday, 
I am at Shenton way,
It's the final for Andro Hunt.

Okay.
No way.
I am going home now.

I guess i am kinda tired of all the clubbing etc.
Just pretty tempted to meet up with chase and all.
Since i haven't been seeing them for around 2 months?

Anyway,
10 more mins and i'll take a cab home so i could claim it back from the company.
HAHA.

Been doing livejournal shopping.
This is so terrible.
Someone should just keep the internet away from me.

Okay.
I am telling gibberish now.

I shall go home soon and have a good rest.
Chat with her on the phone and feel happy (provided she's not moody today)

Complicated 

I just saw new gatsby face care advertistement.
HE IS DAMN CUTE.

CHECK THIS OUT!

Jul, go learn the dance le!
You look like takuya.
Please, make me feel as though the real takuya is in Sing!
HAHAHAHAHA


Can anyone give me Takuya please?
Oh my gosh!!!!!!!!

PS : There is another one! I am waiting! Oh my.

The slug in me.

I need my beauty sleep. I need to do mask.

Time. Inertia.

I should do a bdae compilation entry soon.
But baozi and mel has the photos.. hello cuties if you cld spare the time.. can send me?? giam xia very much..


All I need is my bunny bun bun and a bed..

For a moment, I thought..
This is it.

For a moment, I saw how we could make it.

"someone" knows.